The moon in the water.

Sailing in the ship,

Under the moonlight sky,

All I wanted to do is hold it tight,

And make sure that it is just mine,

It is just mine.

The soothing colour,

And the calmness that it leaves behind,

Makes me feel at peace,

Something that I have been longing for,

Each day of my life.

I wonder, I wonder sometimes,

From where does this magic come?

Is it the universe?

Or is just my mind’s eye?

My mind's eye.

Now I know this is what I want,

I want to carry it home,

Hide it in my locker,

Where no one except me can behold,

No one...

Let's just be...

Lets not talk about what is said

Let’s not talk about what is done

Let’s just keep it to ourselves

Or it will open a can of worms

Let’s just be what we are

And not think of what we can be

Let’s just smile and behave

As if nothing ever happened between you and me

I know what you think

But let’s not get there

Believe in what we have

And live in as of today

Forgiveness…

You give me back those scary nights,

You give me back the lost smiles,

Justify your unfaithfulness to me,

And then ask me for forgiveness.

When I was there for you,

All I was a piece of shit,

Now when you realized my worth,

Sorry but I have moved ahead in life.

Tell me if I had done anything wrong,

For what did I get punished?

Did I deserve your ignorance?

Or the pain when I saw you with her.

Now because she is gone,

You realized what I mean to you,

But I can’t live my life with a fear,

That what if she comes back,

You will be with her leaving me all alone……

Never enough...

The only mistake I did

Was to give you all I had

But sad to know what you think about me

Is just that I existed for you for the matter of fact

I treasured every moment I spent

Framed it and kept it in my memory

But now I when I look back

All I do is regret the faith

I agree I was different with you

Where, at home I was responsible and matured always

With you I was always a kid

The only thought I had, was that you would understand

You always wanted me to be someone else

Someone that I never was or can be

I did give it a try, so that you are happy

But lost myself somewhere in this journey

You called me immature

You accused me of being irresponsible

But only if you could have given it a thought

I was a kid when I was with you, I was me

You broke my trust, you took away the faith

With you I lost some part of me forever

Even then I tried to hold you tight

So that I could get you back in my life

But you were already gone too far

Too far to call you back

You were already heads down for someone else

All I can now do is watch you from far with tears rolling down my eyes

Gone…

Away from the crowded zones

All I want to do is wander alone

Run in between the tress

And sleep on the grass so green

Breathe what is called as air

Sense the perfect scent

Worry about nothing at all

Diving from cliff and have a free fall

I look around

And all I find are strangers to my eyes

The feeling of dislocation and the feeling of being new

Makes me feel I don’t fit in this life’s wide-angle view

Where are those days when

I thought about my people and they called

I dint need to say a word

And they understood it all

I feel like child lost in the big world

Has people to take care but no one her own

Still gets calls but none like before

All I have is everything but nothing that I can behold….

The Origin

This blog is a gift to me from my dearest friend Charuta. She has named this blog after she realized my true love for sea food. According to me fish is the best thing that has happened to me. I can't survive on veg food. I strongly believe that whatever grows in the sea is mine :). With this love i shall continue scribbling..Thanks Charu..

Luv Aditi